ABSORVED

Absorving the fellings of greatness as I grab a gun to treath your life, I wouldn't dare to kill you.. you'll do that yourself... as I treathen your life you grab a knife and start cuting her skin, while she's high on drugs that will keep her paralized but concious and in fell of every single brush the thin shiny blade does on her skin. "You see? She can't do anything, can't move a finger, yet tears of pain and betraial slip from her eyes... Are happy with what you've done?",I look at you on the floor crying, knife falling from your shaky bloody hands, unsatisfied I grab your hair whitout thinking twice and trow your face on her open cuts, you throw up there and then, "You are SO FUCKING ungratefull, i fed you and you throw it up on the one that only wanted the best for you?! LOOK AT HER! SHE'S HERE BECOUSE OF YOU! And you yet have the guts to throw up on her open cuts... poor girl, she had to befriend you... Well, pick up the knife, finish the job, I want this session finished." you grab the knife fearing for your life, acknoweledging what would happen if you didn't, again the nausea forms on your stomatch as you draw sloppy unwanted deep cuts down her skin, all i could see were the cuts down your pourposly thin arm, they almost reached bones, and that made me even angrier, the hate grew on me remembering when you would pretend to have some kind of eating disorder, and it was all a lie, you were genuinely just attention seeking. I don't blame you for all you went through, I only blame you for everything after that, all the help you refused, all the things you blamed on your problems... you are just a jerk. [...]